you are rotting inside. you swim in all the things that HAPPENED, all things that didn’t go in you favor and now you live in all that.all regrets and stuff. i wish you’d move on and/or understand rather than hold a grudge. if only you knew that that grudge is festering inside of you, making you a close minded person.a monster. you live in the past, you never took the chance to move on and see if things would change for the better. but you choose not to. you say people don’t change, but they do, you just don’t see it because you never gave it a try, because you didn’t moved on. and now you are stuck. the only way out is to let go of all the grudges and sh*t. the reason why you are here is because of the decisions you made and how it affected the people who cared about you. i wish you would just let it go and move on. it will make things clearer, less dark and miserable.i worry for you.











